Monday, February 20, 2023

999 snip

 


How could he stop now? He has sins to atone for. He has a sister he needs to apologize to in the after life. This is the way to go, to burn with the man who created this misery. 

Friday, October 23, 2020

My anxiety is getting worse lately.. I already turned down 3 people who wanted to come to my house. Don't wanna deal with literally everything and everyone except working and reading. 

Thursday, October 22, 2020

Been a while since the low. Maybe because I'm tired. There's cloud in my head, pressure on my chest. And I just want to lay down all day reading or anything to distract my head. Work is always an exception tho. I'm just glad that I don't have to meet with people and put up with appearance. Hope it's not too long. 

Saturday, September 5, 2020

Day 4 and 5


Ugh I failed yesterday

Day 4

This song is a reminder to me that everybody doesn't always think like me (I wonder if anyone does, actually) and that's FINE. And it's also FINE for me to think like me. It is what it is, what matters is what you are (I am) going to do about it.

Day 5
The newest member of my playlist. It's such a cute little song! 

 

Wednesday, September 2, 2020

Day 3



Miyavi's songs always remind me of mbak ci, my big sister from another mother. In my Japan Rock craze I showed her all my fav vkei bands and musicians. She patiently listened to my ramblings, seemingly genuinely interested despite never knowing music much. She paid special attention to MYV and since then I showed her all stuff about him. As I got older, I realized that perhaps it was just to indulge me,  to make me happy. And that's one of the greatest things someone's ever done to me. She would have been a good mother. I always miss you mbak ci. I have so many stories to tell you.. 

Ouch

Seems like God saw me to be over the top today so I needed to be knocked down a couple of notch. To make me realize that I'm just a subpar. Nothing special. Inferior. Who can't even do anything's right. 

Best to remember 

Day 1 and 2

Since I'm gonna deal with deadlines instead of workdays, this challenge will be good for me to keep being aware of the dates. 😁
A bit late but here we go,



Day 1

Despite not memorizing the lyrics (it's in French, how can I?), this song's always stuck in my head even after other songs are played. The "danse danse" part gets me everytiem.

Day 2
Pure joy, being introduced to this band. Since I love rhymes, I always fond of rap, but sometimes, if the mood strikes, rap songs are too much for mellow me. TØP has managed to polish the hard edge of rap songs. Plus I like songs that either have good story or good mystery in the lyrics. Songs that can envoke emotions. TØP has them too. Along with the grow of the band, this "whatever" genre seemed to grow too. Lucky me.