the scare

yes.. look at my calm face.. my normal expressions in doing these mundane things.. while inside, there's chaos.

the world is battlefield

whatever game you play today,
it's still better than an outright lie.
roleplaying all the way
filtering whatever you say
The 'truth' is just like a coward shouting a battle cry.
loud, but shaky at best.
the unseen grey is not supposed to be black nor white
if they refuse to see the third side
there is no point to decide
but don't you get tired of them all?
don't you see the inevitable fall?
hiding your true self
shoving it deep on the very back of the shelf
don't you thing it's sad?