late night ramble

i feel like an over-filled water balloon. its hanging so heavy its bound to break. and when it breaks, all the water will rush down to the ground leaving nothing behind. it will be satisfying not having to carefully hold it in anymore. but what then? i will be just like the remains of the broken balloon. empty and torn. broken beyond repair.
so what should i do? this anger is overwhelming. its bordering hatred (as if that word is not already strong enough), its excessing disappointment. sure, i can try to bury it for a mere moment of distraction. but is that enough? it will eventually surface and lure me into an exploding mess.

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the origin of love

so, IMO, Lucifer's greatest mistake is that he loves God too much. He was blinded of human worth because of his jealousy and arrogance. Michael's love is as strong, but different in a way. He loves God with his blind obidience. He takes what is given and gives what is asked.

Love is powerful. it can shove you deep down the pit. it can save you from the perdition.