Another glimpse

I'm just a girl who is crazy about many things. Funny enough, those things are what make this shit life full of vibrant colors.

Coward i am

There's so much anger, so much sadness in me that i NEED to let out. But i can't. I don't know how to express it. Call me a whiny, attention seeker, or such. Maybe i am. I don't know. I don't even know why i have to let them out. Why I don't just sit tight and wallow silently. I don't know. I'm just restless. Feeling like i need to do something and i can't stop feeling angry and sad. There's a lot of worrying stuff in my mind. Insecurity also plays a big role. Fate blaming is so old, but what else can i do?. Everything is just out of reach. Everything is scattered and i hate it. I am so sad, so angry, yet i don't want to let anyone close to me know how childish i am. Perhaps they know already, and they also don't know what to do with me. I don't know what to do with me.