when it falls, it falls

where's that love gone?
when you told me that i am no longer your one.
i wonder when it has gone.

when did it go from worse to indifferent.
from the unflappable to no longer certain
to a lover that is need'nt.

i miss that moment when i had my comfort of denial.
way before i acknowledged my fall,
i was a man with a mask of steel
there's nowhere my breath anyone can steal

but now that you had changed it all
i got a first taste of betrayal
because you don't like to be treated fragile.
pretending that you're not really ill

everyone's expecting me to bolt and run when everything is no longer fun.
but in the end its you who actually crumble at the glimpse of trouble.

yes, yes sometimes i wish you to take the pills and just, to be fine.
but you can't blame me to worry for my family, Ian.
even if now you despise to be one of mine.

so this is it?
after all this time,
are we just.. over?

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