Day 4 and 5

Ugh I failed yesterday

Day 4

 James Blunt - Someone Singing Along

This song is a reminder to me that everybody doesn't always think like me (I wonder if anyone does, actually) and that's FINE. And it's also FINE for me to think like me. It is what it is, what matters is what you are (I am) going to do about it.

Day 5

Vibha Saraf - Gupchup

The newest member of my playlist. It's such a cute little song! 

 

Day 3

Miyavi - Senor Senora Senorita

Miyavi's songs always remind me of mbak ci, my big sister from another mother. In my Japan Rock craze I showed her all my fav vkei bands and musicians. She patiently listened to my ramblings, seemingly genuinely interested despite never knowing music much. She paid special attention to MYV and since then I showed her all stuff about him. As I got older, I realized that perhaps it was just to indulge me,  to make me happy. And that's one of the greatest things someone's ever done to me. She would have been a good mother. I always miss you mbak ci. I have so many stories to tell you.. 

Day 1 and 2

Since I'm gonna deal with deadlines instead of workdays, this challenge will be good for me to keep being aware of the dates. 😁

A bit late but here we go,

Day 1

Mika - Elle Me Dit

Despite not memorizing the lyrics (it's in French, how can I?), this song's always stuck in my head even after other songs are played. The "danse danse" part gets me everytiem.

Day 2

Twenty One Pilots - Message Man

Pure joy, being introduced to this band. Since I love rhymes, I always fond of rap, but sometimes, if the mood strikes, rap songs are too much for mellow me. TØP has managed to polish the hard edge of rap songs. Plus I like songs that either have good story or good mystery in the lyrics. Songs that can envoke emotions. TØP has them too. Along with the grow of the band, this "whatever" genre seemed to grow too. Lucky me.

Music to me

If you play me a song and tell me it's beautiful then i'd most likely to agree. If I play you a song and tell you it's really great, I don't blame you to either stay or flee. Oh, and don't ask me about a particular song, I'll listen to it thrice then write you an essay. My taste in music is like a clay, shaped in any way. 65% of my phone battery is spent on spotify. I have various genre, language, and mood playlists on standby.  I may not like every songs, but I listen and listen until i relent, eventually. I may not know every songs but I believe there's always beauty in every melody.

Living on anaesthetic.

Living on anaesthetic.
No one seems to get it.
Losing the feeling on the fingertips yet cold seeps through, hot burns through.
Living on anaesthetic
Seems too much to take in.
But the mind is big enough for another universe.
Living on anaesthetic.
Not to be fixed.
To live a little safer.
-Adqz
Inspired from the song Anaesthetic by Thompston

Always

He is running to the never-end of the ring of life.
Winding in and winding out for a chance to survive.
Wavering in a crunching numbers of grief.
Cowering behind the so called belief.

Always.

But he never gets tired of this kind of life.
He doesn't leave off and live with a wife.
He takes pleasure from every single new leaf.
He waits for his very own magical relief.

Always.

-Adqz

A name and a comrade

I used to run at the sight of the sun. I moved back down, made no mistake about it. I merely bowed when my mind pulled me by the head and jerked me around. I used to wake up at the whitest of the day, already wishing for the next day. I wondered, I wandered to an impossible future. I used to despise regret. I found a solution in forgetfulness, a solace in blissful unawareness. I used to write and delete. I bailed like no one business. I used to over process everything, to be overthinking, that it came out nothing. Nothing comes out from nothing. But something did come through though. Something that is as simple as a name and a comrade. Somehow everything got easier after that.