He is running to the never-end of the ring of life.
Winding in and winding out for a chance to survive.
Wavering in a crunching numbers of grief.
Cowering behind the so called belief.
Always.
But he never gets tired of this kind of life.
He doesn't leave off and live with a wife.
He takes pleasure from every single new leaf.
He waits for his very own magical relief.
Always.
-Adqz
I used to run at the sight of the sun. I moved back down, made no mistake about it. I merely bowed when my mind pulled me by the head and jerked me around. I used to wake up at the whitest of the day, already wishing for the next day. I wondered, I wandered to an impossible future. I used to despise regret. I found a solution in forgetfulness, a solace in blissful unawareness. I used to write and delete. I bailed like no one business. I used to over process everything, to be overthinking, that it came out nothing. Nothing comes out from nothing. But something did come through though. Something that is as simple as a name and a comrade. Somehow everything got easier after that.
I have this.. urge.. to post something (anything) every time I have a deadline approaching (fast). I've already exhausted all of my social media accounts by posting pictures, words, sentences which most of them, I'm sure, did not make sense.
It's a procrastination, yeah I know. What I don't know is, why do I keep doing it when I painfully aware that if I don't stop (like, right now) the work cannot be done by itself and the deadline is getting closer (fast). It does not affect my work though (I assure you, o my dear clients), I have this superpower that makes me (along with my precious brain) stop sleeping (at all) for two days straight, so, yeah.
It's just.. apparently, this procrastination thingy is not healthy. People are starting to notice my black circles and a sudden paleness of a face. So, Even though I'm not known for my healthy lifestyle, I'll make this as my new year resolution to stop procrastinating. There.. you have it.
my first hardcore favorite singer would be a japanese singer Gackt, i was obsessed then. his Prince persona and his voice are what i liked best. Without being able to move on from Gackt i grew a love for Alexander Rybak, The winner of 2009 Eurovision. He has strong voice character and very sweet nature. You can tell he's a nice person only by looking at his smile.
I knew Enrique Iglesias when i was in Junior High, i knew him as Julio Iglesias' son, my mum's fav man. i liked him then, but i was just realized how alluring his voice was until a few years ago. and what a man he had grown into. i've been addicted ever since.
I don't really remember when i began to know a singer named Mika. I just know that i love him. The voice and the person. The good and the fault. His songs make my life a little better
The last person (but not least!) would be Nate Ruess. The song 'we are young' was what brought me in. He sings in his honest voice. the voice that pierce.
