humans are complicated

Humans are weird, feeling lost when they don't want to belong. Chasing dreams while letting the reality go. I told you, they are weird.

No hate

Equality: The state of being equal, especially in status, rights, and opportunities. (www.oxforddictionaries.com/definition/english/equality)

Equality doesn't require much. It doesn't even need physical means to make it happen. So why does it take a lot from us -with hard, and tiring processes we have to endure- to be able to achieve this our biggest dream, equality.
Such a simple word really, 'equal'. People seem to forget that we are created as the same creature. There are no creatures called 'blacks', 'fags', or  'Muslims'. We are human (in case you're still wondering), human whose heart full of hatred.
Hate is born from the inability to understand. People hate things that they don't understand. But did you hate fireflies because you don't know what makes them light up? No, you got curious instead, then perhaps you look closer, trying to understand. So why those haters and bygots won't do the same? Do they kill the fireflies? Cruelly snuff out their lights, too consumed by their hatred to see how beautiful those fireflies dance under the moonlight.
Hatred hurts people. Even a word of hatred can tear a heart, or worse, kill. Doesn't matter how much they act strong or indifference, the feeling of being unwanted is worse than a killing blow. Why do you have to show your disagreements, your disrespect, your opinion to everyone? do you think it's important? your opinion? who are you?. Every people have heart that can feel and brain that can think. If you insult someone, think how'd you feel if you are in their shoes and someone hurdle you with the same insult? How many more people were and will be snuffed out? 

jumnicial

i thought i am a very open-minded person. im proud of my ignorance of stereotype, my acceptance of differences. but after seeing this serial, all those beliefs was scattered into little pieces. i find myself still tied to conservative ways. my way of seeing the world is not completely crooked and i regret this idiocy.

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good bye

the imminent death
come through the alley
bringing me the hearth
burns the rotten me

many roads to die
yearn the merciful
a painless goodbye
revert back to null

can share me gallows
can give me the pills
the looming shadows
they're close to kill

either one or those
slashed heart still hurt most
dragging pain of those
wish death the foremost

the set is likely
there will come the end
forget so readily
unable to stand

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Us Against The World

If its us against the world, would u take my hand or run to the other side?
If its us against the world, would you take my hand or blame me for the wrong ride?
If its us against the world, would you take my hand or let me be swallowed in the tide?

A misplaced thrust, what an unfortune

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im sick

i can't breath thru my nose, i got a headache, my stomach feels strange, my throat is itchy, i can't sleep despite the amount of pills that i took, and i feel so hot!
mum... T_T

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vain (2)

the remnants cannot be whole again
even forever can't soothe the pain
all of the regrets that remain,
all come to mere stain.

there's nothing in this desolate little space but rain
the hopes can only pine in restraint
all of the dreams you've bargained,
all come to mere disdain.

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