the world is battlefield

whatever game you play today,
it's still better than an outright lie.
roleplaying all the way
filtering whatever you say
The 'truth' is just like a coward shouting a battle cry.
loud, but shaky at best.
the unseen grey is not supposed to be black nor white
if they refuse to see the third side
there is no point to decide
but don't you get tired of them all?
don't you see the inevitable fall?
hiding your true self
shoving it deep on the very back of the shelf
don't you thing it's sad?

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this song will accompany me for the whole week to remind me that, in the middle of the soon to be hectic week, i still have something to smile for.

my beaus

my first hardcore favorite singer would be a japanese singer Gackt, i was obsessed then. his Prince persona and his voice are what i liked best. Without being able to move on from Gackt i grew a love for Alexander Rybak, The winner of 2009 Eurovision. He has strong voice character and very sweet nature. You can tell he's a nice person only by looking at his smile.

I knew Enrique Iglesias when i was in Junior High, i knew him as Julio Iglesias' son, my mum's fav man. i liked him then, but i was just realized how alluring his voice was until a few years ago. and what a man he had grown into. i've been addicted ever since.

I don't really remember when i began to know a singer named Mika. I just know that i love him. The voice and the person. The good and the fault. His songs make my life a little better

The last person (but not least!) would be Nate Ruess. The song 'we are young' was what brought me in. He sings in his honest voice. the voice that pierce.

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redemption

life as i see it, lost in the crowd of confusions
words can throw a court in turmoil of thousands
explosions acted out of the new years
safety is no more than the agreement of the peers

Have you seen the news?

Human is a kingdom of species

fetch the death
waif of the life
it is not a despair nor surender
i'm not imagining salvation
because believe me not, it is your smile that can mend what have been broken
help me not to stray from the atonement
only in the the blur of the time
the praise in all the syllables that are rhyme
look how devoted i am already.
how fated you are to me
illusions are just a myth
even in my most delusional mind

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humans are complicated

Humans are weird, feeling lost when they don't want to belong. Chasing dreams while letting the reality go. I told you, they are weird.

No hate

Equality: The state of being equal, especially in status, rights, and opportunities. (www.oxforddictionaries.com/definition/english/equality)

Equality doesn't require much. It doesn't even need physical means to make it happen. So why does it take a lot from us -with hard, and tiring processes we have to endure- to be able to achieve this our biggest dream, equality.
Such a simple word really, 'equal'. People seem to forget that we are created as the same creature. There are no creatures called 'blacks', 'fags', or  'Muslims'. We are human (in case you're still wondering), human whose heart full of hatred.
Hate is born from the inability to understand. People hate things that they don't understand. But did you hate fireflies because you don't know what makes them light up? No, you got curious instead, then perhaps you look closer, trying to understand. So why those haters and bygots won't do the same? Do they kill the fireflies? Cruelly snuff out their lights, too consumed by their hatred to see how beautiful those fireflies dance under the moonlight.
Hatred hurts people. Even a word of hatred can tear a heart, or worse, kill. Doesn't matter how much they act strong or indifference, the feeling of being unwanted is worse than a killing blow. Why do you have to show your disagreements, your disrespect, your opinion to everyone? do you think it's important? your opinion? who are you?. Every people have heart that can feel and brain that can think. If you insult someone, think how'd you feel if you are in their shoes and someone hurdle you with the same insult? How many more people were and will be snuffed out? 

jumnicial

i thought i am a very open-minded person. im proud of my ignorance of stereotype, my acceptance of differences. but after seeing this serial, all those beliefs was scattered into little pieces. i find myself still tied to conservative ways. my way of seeing the world is not completely crooked and i regret this idiocy.

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